Rather than a justification for the act of suicide or a final kiss-off, this suicide note provides an intensely personal glimpse into the profound effects of childhood trauma. No matter what this guy did, he couldn't escape "the darkness." With amazing self-awareness, he describes how it affected his entire life and inspired his decision to kill himself. Some parts are chilling. At one point he describes his evil desire to end life, and it's not at all clear he's just talking about his own.
Still, this part, I think, is a cop-out.
There's no point in identifying who molested me, so I'm just going to leave it at that. I doubt the word of a dead guy with no evidence about something that happened over twenty years ago would have much sway.I'm sure complicated feelings develop around being molested, especially if it's by a close family member, but dammit, this dude ruined your life, man. He's the reason you're killing yourself. Complicated feelings or no, his name should be in big bold letters.